So, almost three months have passed and I didn’t write a single word for my website gogupshup.com. I took a break from my professional life and even from my hobbies, just to embrace my present self. I didn’t write. Didn’t earn. Didn’t draw or clicked. I didn’t watch movies. And have compromised a (sorry not sorry!) lot of stuff I was expected to do to keep my “image” intact, because my life’s servicing was due since long.

Actually, it was a forced break from me to myself. There was an important event in my life for the lifetime – a truly memorable one! And I wanted to do everything on my own – which I did and did it quite well! But at the same time, I also felt bad for not being able to focus on my professionalism.

Aise waqt me vo vala dialogue yaad aata hai… “Jitna bhi try karo, life mein kuch na kuch to chhutega hi. Toh jahaan hai, uska maza lete hai na!” (Btw there are plenty other things “Yeh Jawani Hai Deewani” has taught me. I will surely put some light on it soon!) 

I have been a bit filmy. But now when I think about my previous choices, I feel like whatever I did was really needed. Being humans, we need breaks time to time – physically, mentally, emotionally! After all, you can’t sustain productive days if you don’t rest!

So ya, I cleared all my mental blocks and allowed myself to understand what is happening with me, within me, and around me. I allowed myself to feel each thought, feeling, and decision. And believe it or not, it helped me to enjoy my present life. It was (and is) full of contents, and which ensures my healthy and happy growth.

“Every next level of your life will demand a different version of you.”

I took some time to be grateful to the positive things… Myself, and all the people around me, even the strangers! People, who never judged me, compared me, and forced me to do/act like something/someone I am not! “If your heart cries and smiles every time you feel something; you are doing great in life.” I felt both and I  assure all of you that IT IS happiness. Try it out.

And here I am! Back, power packed – to start everything all over again. unapologetically, bravely, and much more productively – with lots of love, hope, and positive vibes from the universe! 🙂

Sometimes it’s important to have a watch on your monotonous activities as well as monotonous and boring life. Just like our vehicles, our routine also requires time to time servicing; to keep it OKAY & safe for long runs!

I allow myself. Do you?